hmm

"every relationship needs spending time together, talking with each other etc. "

Hmm.

Same

Its all like a dream with the same old ending.

... ... ...

Someone please tell just what is so wrong with me, or is it this is all what i deserved after giving out my 300% of passion.

Its all the same, i hate to be so graceful, i'm no saint, and i aren't keen to be one.

But

Why does it got be me?

So damn tired.

7 times, 7 different stories, 7 different leads, 1 same ending.

Still i cannot understand just what is wrong.

For those who feels that Life is UNFAIR. think again.

You may be ugly
You may be pretty

Tall?
Short?

Get strucked by lightnings for no good reason ( You should not be here anymore)
Get knocked down by some drunkards

You are just not as bad as you think.

I was strucked by some weird deaease that made me feel weak everyday, and till now, no doctors or sinseh i've seen can explain why logically.

I tell myself, well for no good reasons, i'm strucked by this stupid problem, at least i'm not poor.

Now for the poor folks over in Africa, i know you can't read this, but i'm sure you all live the happiest life over mere simple things.

For those who somehow couldn't make it to the 30 mark, i know you can't read this too. But at least you don't have to suffer torturing deceases when you are old..

For those who are born stupid, at least you are innocent enough to stay contented.

For those who's an orphan, a retard, poor and filthy, at least you don't have to get stressed over getting robbed, raped or kidnapped.

Now for the people who think they got the best of the world, beauty, charisma, wealth and health. think again. you will be the first target for rapist, kidnappers, robbers, molester and terror attacks.

So now do you still think the world is unfair?

How about the people who are born poor, starved, retarded, without parents and still get strike by lightning somemore. At least you don't have to live to suffer for that long.

Game

Some say " A good day is a day which you are still alive"
Someone else said " A good day is the day you strike lottery"
I say " A good day is a day you live like your last day"

I've many thoughts about life recently, can't explain why.

I've realised the things that i've realised is much more horror than i've realised.

I've told Doris before, any many might also know, but i'm gonna tell anyone that happened to be here who happened to be so dead for so long what is it that i think life is.

Life is a game, a game that ends when you are finished.
A game that can't restart, a game where the 'OFF' button get stucked when you off it. A game when you quit, you quit. A game where all your accomplishments will not go to you when you gameover, they will go to the remaining game players.

And the most horrible thing about this game is that. There's absolute no place for you to load your last saved game. The Game saves every minute, second, milliseconds.

Imagine, L4D, or hitman, dota, CS, whatever game you play. You can choose to explore, die and restart, wait for respawn, someone to revive you or read up on FAQs. for the game of life. you can't.

You only have one chance, and no mercies for game violators.

If one day, a temptation of criminal acts bothers you, think about this game, is that how you wanna play it? Remember, no restarts.

Inf'

Few days ago..

My friends were into this conversation about changing social circles and the power of influence.

Just how powerful peer influence can change even the finest mentality one has.

Peer influence, often used by teachers in my secondary school days.
Often used to illustrate what we did was influenced by our friends, and we should get away from them or don't follow them at all.

But than again, who influenced our friends who are supposed to influence us in the first place?
And who influenced the people who influenced our friends who did the same thing to us?

And so what will happened if 2 or more friends influenced you differently and what will you end up?

How is 1 gonna get out of this influential thing?

Well i have my own set of analysis.

And gonna tell you.

Just that its not today..

Time to knock off.

woot

Probaly a week ago..

Or maybe 2.

I was on this bus heading home.

And i saw this young girl, fantastic figure and a slightly above national average look.

A man walked up closely behind her, they didnt talk, but somehow i feel they are related.

So right here i thought. "damn, if this fellow is your bf, you should just die"

True enough, when they alight, this very below national standard man is holding that girl's HAND!!

What happened next i wouldn't want to know.

So i drew a conclusion:

PRETTY WOMAN GOES TO UGLY MAN

I mean, i didn't just grab this sentence from the air, its through EXPERIENCE.

Many times, i see a damn pretty girl kissing a fUGLY man, i felt... unjust. I FELT, what's the world is coming to. EVEN sugar daddy has to look macho.

WELL well well, some saints might say. NO! looks doesn't matter!

Well i say, IT DOES!. maybe a little bit.

Imagine your GF/BF has erm..
Messy hair with dandruff falling like chritsmas never ends
Untrimmed fingernails with lots of chocalate chips stucked in between
Matured pimples all over his oily face with that pimple's "juice" dangling on his face.
Chunky black teeth with many holes.
Fatty saggy meat all over weighing more than 200KG
BUT!

He's a nice man!

will you kiss him? hug him? and hold his hands walking into Grand Hyatt for a posh dinner with the waiter thinking that a begger is coming in?

YES YES YES YES!!! you will say that! i know. Because he's rich!

Now.. He's damn filthy poor.

THINKKKKKKKKKKK again

Well don't feel sad if your boy is like what i mentioned. you guys have true love, don't worry.

So the middle looking people out there, if you are looking for a pretty girlfriend, go be ugly. go be fat. you can try. really.

Enlightened me people!

History

this was taken from 2 years back, i can't remember if it was a fact or just another story made up. HA. but it still manage to make me laugh... at my own stupidity

Today's concern is... Was it a trend? That plumb little boys must learn to act cute?Spare me space to emphasis, Plumb Little , let me stress abit over here. Plumb Little refers to people who are rounded and compressed, simply means FAT and SHORT if you took out the root words. So? Fat Shorties must learn to act cute?uhuh.Why is it that Fat Shorties must learn to act cute?Nation Concern Researcher NCR had found out that for the past few years of 10 years, the term "Act Cute" came into use. It pin points at people who trys to act cute. Well i know this doesn't explains alot but the Acting cute is just Acting cute, what else would you expect?According to the statistc, the majority believed that people act cute to attract attention due to the lack of self confidence attention and attributes. They act cute to be cute and act cute to act cute. Okay.They act cute to attract girls of all types, black, white, tall, short, fat , skinny and abnormal girls.They act cute so that their cuteness would cover up the lack of attributes they have which is charisma. This type of people usually have less charisma and higher talent level. They are born with the art of cute acting.But, cute acting is a double edged sword, it srikes at both ends. Acting cute have a 44% chance of self-damage to the user and a 89% chance of males hatred. So only a few percent works, even on girls. So why still act cute? That's because that's their only chance.However, NRC had also shown that the charism of PL boys increased if they don't act cute, the chance of getting more attraction increased with their maturity and puberty level.So in summary, Plumb little boys act cute to attract attention and its not a MUST that this is essential, and of course, its NOT a trend as only people with too much stupidity would be affected.So the moral of the story is..Learn to be mature, Learn to attract the opposite.